Family is Forever

Family is Forever

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

Somethings Gotta Give

Hi friends! I am happy to tell you that I should be moving into my "new" home next Tuesday! The guy I'm buying the place from will still need to put a skirt on the bottom and fix or should I say add a window to the spare room but it will be liveable by next week. I feel like there is so much to do but its all out of my control. I don't like that, but my anxiety hasn't gotten too out of hand so I'm ok.

I'm still praying for a job at either the pre-K or CES. Please continue to pray for me. I know that I'll be happy at either place. High school is NOT my cup of tea! I am definitely looking forward to working on my house and doing some landscaping. Don't laugh, its actually quite therapeutic. Who'd of thought, the girl who hates to sweat enjoys gardening???

LeeAnn Rhimes has a song out called, "Somethings Gotta Give." That song is all about me. I will be 30 years old in exactly one month. While I know that I'm blessed with all that I've done in my life, my fantastic family and friends and the places I've traveled, I still don't feel complete. I know my timing and God's is different so I need to be patient but come on... my time clock is ticking here. I want a husband and kids.

My mom wanted to see the Chip-N-Dales so for Mother's Day, my sister and I bought her tickets to see them in Gainesville. I know, most daughters buy their mothers passes to health spas or take them out for tea, not us. Since I live the closest and am single, I got the priviledge of taking Mom to the show. It was better than I thought it would be, despite being in Gator territory! I've never seen so many horny women in my life. It was kind of scary. The whole time all I could think was, "Gosh this is disgusting." All I want is one man, he doesn't even have to look like these men, just someone who is stabile, will love me with 10 extra pounds and make me feel like the diva that I know I am. Is that too much to ask for? I don't think so and so, I will NOT settle!

By the way, I'm back on Jenny Craig. I need something to get my fat behind in shape. Until next time... Somethings Gotta Give!

Friday, April 14, 2006

Please tell me its 5' O Clock Somewhere???

I'm tired. No, I'm exhausted. I don't even have the vocabulary to describe how I feel today. Can you hear the violins??? I know I'm not the only one who is tired. We all have our issues. Lord, my students were out of control today. Everytime I'd go to teach a lesson or present an assignment someone would piss and moan about it. I finally told about three them to shut up, or go home. Yes, I did! Ok, enough about school stuff. There's only 5 weeks left with these kiddos. Still no word regarding a job for next year, though.

Spring Break was terrific! I spent time at the beach, worked on my house, got a new tattoo, visited friends and family and just basically relaxed. I thought I'd pretend to be back in college and drink all week. I've decided I can't do that anymore! After drinking myself silly on Tuesday, I spent Wednesday hugging the porcelain god! Why do I think I'm still 21? I can NOT drink like I use to. My intestinal tract doesn't appreciate it, nor does the rest of my body. Those couple of hours of relaxation are just not worth the events of the next day!

I started back on Weight Watchers and joined a local gym. Its been ok this week. Today, I'm going to make myself go workout though. If not, I'll be in bed by 8pm! This getting up at 5:45am is killing me. I am NOT a morning person.

There's not much to write about so until next time... its 5'O Clock Here!