Mother's day was tough. It actually hit me harder than I thought it would. I grieved the loss of JD while prayed in fear of losing this baby. Josh bought me a beautiful angel figurine holding a butterfly with a poem enscribed on it. It was sweet.
I woke up with a terrible sinus cold so I didn't join in our family's festivities. I just slept. I'm not sure if that was my body's way of avoiding the day or what but that's what I did.
I'm finding it hard to enjoy anything these days. I try really hard to take things one day at a time, but there are days I wish I could be a bear and hibernate until this baby is born.
I'm a 35 year old woman married to the man of my dreams. May 15th,2010, my husband Josh and I found out we were going to be parents for the first time. October 8th,2010, during a routine 25 week checkup we discovered that our baby boy was stillborn. Life as we knew it came to a hault. Now, 10 months later, we are anxiously praying that our precious butterfly leads us to our rainbow!
Family is Forever
Just Us
And They Say All I Do Is Play...
"It is cheaper to build a child than repair an adult."
Waiting...
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About Me
- Proud Mommy To An Angel
- I'm a big city girl who was transplanted to a small town at the age of 12. I tried moving back to the big city only to realize that I missed that small town in the panhandle of Florida. So, after 10 months of city life, I packed up and moved home.
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