Its Saturday afternoon and my sinuses are killing me. My head feels like it weighs about 30 pounds. All I want to do is sleep. The problem is all I've done is sleep! I need to take Missy to the dog park, but I feel so tired and nauseated I'm scared to move. I went to the fair last night with my cousin, aunt and uncle. I had a terrific time. It was fun hanging out with them. I'm so lucky to have so many wonderful people in my life. I made a deal to ride the ferris wheel with my cousin. I made one loop around and had to beg the ferris wheel operator to let me off. You should have seen my cousin's face. (He's 13. Everything is embarrassing at that age.) After the ferris wheel my uncle rode on the rides with me. It was alot of fun. You know, I missed not having my dad while I was growing up, but I now realize there are so many other wonderful men in my life. Not that they ever replaced my daddy.
I'm feeling kind of bummed out today. I'm not sure exactly why. I hate these kind of days when I'm not sure why I feel like crap but I feel like it anyway. I had two dreams last night that have stuck with me today and that could be it. I hate when I have such intense dreams b/c I wake up feeling guilty. Don't worry, I don't dream about hurting people. I had my usual dreams about making people close to me angry, but not being able to figure out why. Sounds dumb, I know.
My Aunt Molly has to go in for heart surgery on Monday. She's one of my favorite aunts. We used to be really close. Things haven't been so good for her lately and now this. She's really young too. I know God has a purpose for everything. I just wish I knew what to do for her.
Well, its 4:30pm. I'm going to change out of my pj's and wipe the mentholatum off of my forehead and take my poor dog to the park! I'll just have to grin and bear it. I'm sure those doggy bags at the park have multi-purposes!
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Okay the ferris wheel story made me laugh so hard, as I could relate to it well. Deborah and I went on this one ride when we were 13 and 14 called the avalanche. It basically spun in a circle for a while and then spun backwards. Deborah fainted in the middle of the ride and I spent the rest of the ride screaming at the toothless ride operator to stop it. He never heard me and when it stopped I had to slap Deb out of it! It was awful....but it's funny now! LOL
I have been praying for your aunt. I know how scary things like that can be so please keep us posted on her okay?
I hope you are feeling better and you didnt have to use Molly's doggy bag for yourself! :-O
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